Jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesus

Mania.  This is it.  Bloody screaming, crazy, out-of-control, shaking, running, speaking very fast, racing thoughts, see a knife, cleaning the counter, yelling, spitting, stomping, throwing, breaking, slamming doors, insulting, warning, yelling to others to go away and not witness....no, really - go away and do not watch this. 

Really.

Valium down the hatch.  Safe in a room under a blanket.  Trembling.  It will pass.  Very soon.